I'M BACK

after ignoring my blog for MONTHS :)
i am back, with good news hehe..
i manage to get my BACHELOR LAW DEGREE and currently jobless..
still awaiting my graduation ceremony late august..
so i'm on a diet for the kebaya :(
will be writing more, i promise..

xx-sha

100 truths and tag

001. Real name → Aleksandra Mouskovita Pohan
002. Like it? → i can live with it
003. Nickname(s)→ Sandra
004. Status → di KTP belum kawin, di fb in a relationship, di fs married, ayo tebak2 buah manggis :)
005. Zodiac sign → gemini
006. Male or female → F
007. Elementary→ SD KBRI Sofia, Ecole Victor Hugo Sofia, SDN Menteng 02..
008. Middle School → Russell Sage Junior High School 190 Queens (i had a solid junior high years without moving interruptions :))
009. High School → Benjamin N. Cardozo High School, SMU 8 Jakarta..
010. Hair color → pitch black
011. Long or short → middle length
012. Eye color → brown
013. Weight → fat ass
014. Height → 5'4 with brown eyes, smile like the sunrise :P
015. Righty or lefty → righty
016. Loud or Quiet → LOUD
017. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
018. Phone or Camera → camera phone
019. Health freak → <3>
020. Piercings?→ one on each ears
021. Do you have a crush on someone? → no
022. Eat or Drink → both
023. Purse or Backpack → purse
024. Tattoos → i have a hard time committing to the word forever
025. Do You Like Yourself? → sometimes
026. Current worry? → thesissss writing why does it have to be such a PAIN?

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice? → OJ, AJ love'em both
028. Night or Day? → nite owl
029. Sun or Moon? → full moon
030. TV or Internet? → internet
031. PlayStation or XBox? → wii looks cute but then again im not into games so neither..
032. Kiss or Hug? → warm hugs and lil kisses..
033. Iguana or Turtle? → i like dogs better :D
034. Spider or Bee? → neither!
035. Fall or Spring? → AUTUMN in NYC :D KANGENNNNNNN..
036. Limewire or iTunes? → limewire
037. Soccer or Baseball? → dont care at all..

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery → wisdom tooth removal..
039. First piercing → ears..
040. First best friend → maria?
041. First Sport? → for crying out loud :D
042. First award → i forgot what do kids usually win?
043. First crush → Josh Hartnett, still is..
044. First pet → hamsters, then puppie, then a fish and recently a rabbit, they all managed to die, disappear, or forgotten *bad pet owner haha*
045. First big vacation → euro tour when i was months old..
046. First big birthday → 1st bday, i was running a fever though..

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating → nothing yet..
048. Drinking → nothing yet..
049. I'm about to → eat my brekkie, shower and run on SKRIPSI full speed..
050. Listening to → the wind swoooshing on my window..
051. Singing? → whatever is up..
052. Typing? → well i can lick the keyboard dumbass..
053. Waiting for → yudisium!

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids? → someday yes..
055. When? → when that someday happens haha..
056. Want to get married? → someday too..
057. When? → when that particular someday happens, then we can get to point 55..
058. Where Do You Want To Live? → as i grown older i became attached to spiced cuisines and since indo food is the best, i'll stick around here, i think..
059. Careers in mind → housewife..
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little? → from a unicorn to a mermaid, anything was possible at that time :D
061. Mellow Future Or Wild? → i've grown mellow as time comes..
062. Something You Would Never Try? → jumping off an airplane in a parachute, it just doesn't make sense to me AT ALL, why'd the hell would u put yourself in such grave danger?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes → eyes
064. Shorter or taller? → taller..
065. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic..
066. Nice stomach or nice arms → how about nice personality..
067. Sensitive or loud → sensitive to my needs..
068. Hook-up or relationship → relationship..
069. Trouble maker or hesitant → ihh mati aja lo!
070. Hugging or Kissing? → both..
071. Tan Skinned or Light? → i don't care if he's white, yellow, dark, heck i'd love him if he was purple..
072. Dark or Light Hair? → dark..
073. Muscular or Normal? → built will be nice..

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts → no..
075. Ran away from home → no..
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense? → nope..
077. Killed somebody → no, just common roaches haha..
078. Broken someone's heart → maybe i dunno..
079. Been arrested → no..
080. Cried when someone died → no..
081. Kissed A Stranger? → YUCK..
082. Climbed Up A Tree? → yes when i was still light and feathery..
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend? → ended up dating him..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself → working on that..
085. Miracles → yes..
086. Love at first sight → in hollywood movies, maybe..
087. Heaven → and hell too yes..
088. Santa Claus → NO..
089. Kiss on the first date → no, that's not what nice girls do..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes..
091. Do You Like Someone? → yes..
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → at the moment no, i wish i had more control..
093. Do you believe in God → absolutely..

LASTS
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message → forgot..
095. Received Call → toko pandawa lima..
096. Call Made? → hasp last 1 am in the morning haha..
097. Comment On MySpace? → fb is the shizz..
098. Missed Call? → rendhy..
099. Person You Hung out With? → fh-ers last nite..

100. Post as 100 truths and tag

TAG SENDIRI YAH..

brokenhearted

i haven't written a while..
i'm brokenhearted *sigh*

i wanted to graduate so bad this january..
maybe i didn't put in that much effort to do so..
or maybe my life is just so plain complicated..
or maybe i'm born so effin' slow?

i dunno..

so i've known i wasn't going to graduate 4.5 years..
i'm doing it the 5 years way..

how does that make me feel?
retarded? for sure..
ashamed? definitely..
dumb? AS HELL..

this whole skripsi-sidang thing for me is nothing more than a persyaratan lulus kuliah..
i'm not taking it as my grand final masterpiece in law school..
because i'm not proud of it..

like there's anything to be proud of?

when i do hopefully (must!) graduate later this july..
it won't be like a 'yeah!' feeling but more like well 'yes this should have happened sooner'..

i'm seriously tired of beating myself up, dragging myself down..
it's making me feel like i'm anything less than..
and I'M NOT..
I JUST WANT OUT, BE DONE, AND THRU WITH THIS CRAP ALTOGETHER AND NEVER EVER LOOK BACK AT IT..

HAPPY FINALS :)

SELAMAT IDUL ADHA YA TEMAN-TEMAN..

SERTA SELAMAT FINALS BUAT YANG AKAN MENJALANKAN RITUAL UJIAN AKHIR SEMESTER..

PLUS SELAMAT MENDEKATI DEADLINE BAGI YANG SKRIPSI..!!

*kabur sebelum dilemparin kursi sama orang-orang sensitip :D*

EXPLODING IN..

today is october 8th 2008..
my mini thesis deadline is on december 21st 2008..

and i haven't started at all..
because there's this requirement of passing the comprehension tests first..

i've already done the written test on september 26th 2008..
now i'm waiting for my turn taking the oral test..

but there's no clear sign of when and where..
so bang please, don't make it harder than it already is..

i only have less than 2 months to write 5 chapters and to revise them..
that's short enough as it is..

so please please please let the test and the result be done by the end of this month..
so i can have my head start..

so i can make them proud..
so please bang..

KOMPRE

I've been studying my eyeballs out for the last 3 days..
and have used the word 'blajar' in the positive sense oh too many times..
(biasanya khan ahhhhh males banget si blajar :P)
sampe hasp khawatir: 'kamu ditanyain lagi blajar mulu..' '..udah donk blajarnya ntar kepinteran lagi..'
LIKE THERE'S SUCH THING AS KEPINTERAN KARENA BLAJAR MELULU BANG??

wish me tons of luck..

tomorrow I'm entering the battle field at 8 AM..

*SIGH*

OUTLINE DOWN, COMPRE AWAITS

i got my outline done in a day, using the topic that's been lingering for three months now with new additional subject to talk about..

thank u willy & fitria :D i owe u both BIG TIME

mau mati?

sms ncill: "fwd pls: dear kawans, td mimi ktemu pak adijaya dan beliau bilang JUM'AT MINGGU DEPAN (19/09) KOMPRE..jd tolong siapkan transkrip + outline scepatnya!"

balesan ke ncill: "MAU PINGSAN"

kenapa mau PINGSAN?
1. belum ngambil transkrip nilai
2. belum punya outline (let alone a decent topic!) dosa terbesar semester ini :(
3. i only have 8 days to study for the comprehension exam: oral and written
4. if i screw this up that means i have to take the make up test which is going to take longer to get the results and take up more of my time which means a slimmer chance on graduating 4.5 tahun..
5. i really need to graduate ASAP and this is the only way out that is actually classy :)